Sinking in sadness
As I search for the truth,
I put this on myself
creating this pain
and dying with it too.
The time comes to say goodbye,
and my courage keeps sinking low
the clock is ticking,
time is nearing,
and im loosing all chance
to make this right.
My conscience explains logic
and my heart bleeds
with the need to reach out.
I need you to speak
to give me a sign
to make me remember
that this is all a lie.
Crush my hopes
give me back my tears,
send me crashing down
as hard as you can.
So I can give this up
before I speak lies.
Seeking peace,
but only finding tears,
I want to find you
but part of me,
makes me
Well I should probably give the page a bit of sprucing... My last journal entry was in 2006! Wow. I think I might become a bit more active on here again :)